Sorrows…

I met up with ding and hans today for lunch. Well I was the first one who arrived at the mall while walking tears just kept on dropping from my eyes. I still remember the times, days that were there together. I can always remember me waiting in the 3rd floor looking downwards in the gates for Toni to arrive. But all is gone now. Never felt so much pain in my life. Toni was everything to me, she was my companion in everything I do, shes my only ally and now I have no one like her. No one to make me feel I’m wanted, no one to make me feel I’m special. Getting heart broken really hurts no questions about it. Nothing feels right anymore. I feel so down.. My world is rotating around her i shut my doors just for her and now as always its my lose. I love you very much Ton hope felt and know that. I wish you didn’t leave me like this. Loneliest December ever.

One Response to “Sorrows…”

  1. Leigh Says:

    Wahehehe.. it’s normal to “emote”, but I know one day you’ll get over it, one day you’ll realize that there are lots of sexy fishes in the ocean.

    Fishes again that is.

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